Boundries

I read every line you write,Every
word and syllable, I digest like
my last meal.
You see I've reached the boundry
to your real world. Your heart and
the feelings it portrays paints a
picture, One of love and yearning
that sits like a glove within mine.
I have to much respect for you to
cross over, I would find it to be
disrespectful in its approach.
You see I said some things last week,
Hurtful even, But I don't know in
truth if you feel the same or that my
texts are hitting the right person
anymore.
You protect whats yours so well, That
for the first time I'm unsure if your
really out there reading this. You
need to send a sign One only I would
know.
To overcome this we must try or we
will never start, We would end up
both being dragged down.


I love you
This isn't a game, I wouldn't play you.
There's not a hour or day that you
are not in my thoughts totally.
I have always been honest and true
in what I say to you albeit by text.
I can't say "hello" as I would like
to do. This boundry has me stuck
fast.
I am and always will be 100 per cent
for you and us working a way through,
To be together doesn't have to be just
a fanciful notion, one to help us
through the day.
In every family I see whilst out I see
me and you in them.
I would wait for years if it deemed so.
We would have nothing finantually, This
I care little for, If we start with  
nothing we couln't go any lower, Its
nothing I would stress little
over or care about. we would be together
this is all we would care for.
I make plans for where I am right now,
To sit back and wait or make rash life
changing decisions I can't do. A hello"
doesn't mean I would drop everything
and run to you, Friendship must develop
first, In time, For you, I would jump
when we decide together the time is right.
We might decide it'll never work out,
Then so be it, But we will never know
If we don't, In time try and see.
When you feel it's right to talk then
we shall, be it tomorrow or months away.
I want it to happen I know you believe me.
If you want it to happen it will happen,
Its in our hands to find a way.
Love always finds a way through in the end.
Thats the easy part
Can you just walk away and travel those miles.
Would he just wave goodbye.
To throw ourselves on the mercy of the council.
So many obstacles will be in our way.
We can't run blindly to each other, It's never
that simple, love never runs smoothly.
but I'm still here overlooking your fence.
Relaxed and at peace awaiting what dreams
might come true.