This love things frustrating

This being in love things
getting frustrating
You don't want me to hold back my feeling for you
So I made sure to put mine all out there
Your the one withholding yours
Crazy about me one minute
Ignoring me the next
All we do is talk through texts
I feel like I'm your dirty little secret
If that's the case, I'm gone, you can keep it
Baby I'm not the one to sit on the side
And be taken along on some fantasy ride
To be with me put in all your chips
Or throw down your cards and lets call it quits
When we're together
I feel amazing
And when you leave
It's like something's missing
I know you feel the same when you're here
Then you leave and it's all unclear
Do I ask the wrong questions
And say the wrong things
See what all this uncertainty brings
Maybe it's just me
 inside of my own head
Getting stuck on the past
And not putting it to bed
I really wish you could read my mind
Ease my pain
Tell me everything will be fine
Oh god
This being in love things
Getting frustrating