the forsaken one

As I am living in this world... And see all that there is to see I see only one that stands out... Me.. Who im I? Am I that good child that my pirince see in me? or am I the lone wolf looking for his way... I am just a shadow of the day...forever blacken... Forever silenced.... often I stop and just look... People have found a life, and meaning, there own way... And when I look in the mirror im confused... All I can say is why?... Why are my thoughts so abstract, and confusing.... Why can't i just joint the real  life and live rather then question.. I completely understand the thoughts of every day people but still i can't live as they do... I'm trapped in my own mind... I can see how you see me... Quite, shy, and boring... But really if you want to now the truth i know you more then i now my self.... I see that im lost in my self... And no... There's no way out...