Non-Choice of Drug

I was always attracted to uppers before I met you
I forced liquor down my throat, an occassional pill too
When we got together it was simply peer pressure
I discussed a price with my friends, they said they could get you for lesser
It was my first time so I decided to go slow
I copped a dime bag and asked "which one of you can roll"
We bought an El Producto, bust it down and threw you in
I was inexperienced, so my girl rolled you thin
The first time I pulled like you were a cigarette
My throat burned and I choked, so I passed it to who was next
By the time it came back, I was schooled on how to smoke
It was puff puff pass and now I thought I was the queen of toke
When the blunt was done, I felt the drug had won
Because I seem to be missing my senses
Touching, feeling, hearing, seeing, tasting was no doubt being pretended
This was my last time and I gave up my self proclaimed crown
I was too paranoid and weed would never take me down
This was the end of my non choice of drug
I picked up cocaine and snorted it.....off a rug!!!!