"Discontent"

Discontent seems to never end ,
trapped in a prison there's no freedom I scent ~
My mind in disarray ,
too much negative debris in the way ~
I wear my skin like it don't fit right ,
so obvious upon sight ~
Uncomfortable wreckless restless ,
would trade these feelings to be breathless ~
tired frustrated impatient ,
thoughts racing mind pacing ~
Discontent feels heavy it's rich it's thick ,
pop another pill and make that drink stiff ~
Outside of this world search for an exit ,
playing with fire death has been tested ~
Out of question is restoration ,
from this world need a permanent vacation ~
Only benefit in life is pain ,
which is my love but I can't stop the rain ~
The windows to my soul ,
blurry watery flow ~
The hurtful path that never ends ,
the hurtful path full of discontent ~
B.