Cleansed

I washed you off my skin today
I rubbed so hard I turned red,I repeated and repeated
Then the memory of us began to fade,I thought all my fears washed away and went down that drain..
Then something happen I cried in reverse because instead of tears running down my face,they ran inside my chest and dripped on my heart and made it hurt.
I guess this is what it feels like to drown,screaming on the surface
But inside dying out.

I
washed
you
off
my
skin

I cleansed the piece of me that ment losing you
I look in the mirror @ a reflection that no longer contains ME and U
This cant be what love promises,cause in my heart lies are forming
And the thought of knowing I lost you ,is so alarming....
BUT!!!!!!!!!!!

I
washed
you
off
my
skin

I felt the burn as the residue of you left my scent
I felt the bones inside that held me together ~Break~
In my mind you lay dormant there,No matter how hard I try
Your that addiction that I cant fight...But today something inside me broke and I no longer became your JOKE....

I
washed
you
off
my
SKIN........................