Things change

I have found it
months of one thing
a feel
a drive
a passion
that many a time
i never have felt
as I fall in and out of lust
this is different
in my mine
i think it is
in my heart i know it is
there are things to know
there are people to love
i love and already know i will lose
but this loss is only for a small time
a time in which i will rethink
refind
remake
myself