The ex

Wanting your lust has been a must if I can say .
I wasn't capable of this imagination you were , Being with someone else ,
even though you broke my heart . It was just inevitable .
This cold relentless feeling brewing inside of my aching body fighting to come out just cant . I hide it away .
Every time you attack & strike at my heart .
It stays hidden because I'd rather be hurt than to see my love hurt & broken in any way .
But its not a mutual feeling I can see . You caused me to start a new lifestyle ,I have no emotions now just a bunch of feelings expressed through a pen . Time goes we spread apart my pain grows .
But you dont even know , because you dont call , kendrick doesnt play on my phone anymore ...