Sick

I'm tired of loving you, now,
After 2 long painful years,
My heart was never mine to offer you,
It was only ever going to end in tears.

He's been good to me,
He slipped up,
But I went head first over the edge.
I forgot about him when I considered you good luck.

I'm tired of having a heart torn in two directions.
Tired of you in one corner, him in the other,
Sick of worrying he'll find out,
That he shares my heart with another.

Sick of you knowing I still love you,
Sick of it all, really.
He's amazing, he's perfect, he has been so good to me.
And yet, there you are, still existing, and you monopolise my dreams.

So yes, if you get bored, I'll try again to say and do all the right things.
I'll fall in love again temporarily,
Until you find another who's better than me.
In a decade's time, just check out this page,
And you'll see I'll still be sick of loving you.