We live in fear!

lying there, wide awake
in a tremendous amount of fright.
listening, examining, crying,
i cant be wrong, i cant be late.
God theres so much hate!
voices, inches apart.
footsteps, strinking the floor.
i jump up, slowly crack open the door.
what i see,
my mom knocked out on the floor.
helpless i am, helpless she is.
your hand is still balled in a fist.
oh my god, what is this?
to you, impressive.
to me perspicuous.
shes black and blue, once again
due to you.
who the hell are you?
why are you still here?
me and my family live in fear!
we cant take another hit.
whenever you decide to get lit.
why dont you go somewhere you fit?
LIKE A FIREY PIT !!