Something So Little

Who would've guessed that something
So simple, so little, could bring tears.
Something so small, that could easily make my
Heart feel like it's rotting slowly and painfully..
It was quick. It came in a flash, and left without a trace..
But why would something this small
Easily rot my heart within ?
It could be because I care too much.
Or it could be, because I can't stand to lose someone
Even though they are still here, and have never left..
I feel left behind and forgotten, even though he is still here.
I feel like I wasn't worth enough for them, even though they
Said he cared, when they turned around and said he'd laugh for
Weeks if I was killed by my own hand or another's..
Something so little, still brought tears, even
Though I am so used to it....