Honestly...

They told me,
The first crack,
Hurts the most,
The pain wouldn't be back.

If they were right,
What is this,
Why do I feel that way,
When we kiss?

Why does it hurt,
To hear your name,
Why when I look at others,
Do I feel shame?

Why don't I belive,
When you apologize,
Could it be,
That I don't see it in your eyes?

How long,
Will you keep this up,
Before you choose,
Or before I give up?

Just once,
I want to know,
That it is me that you want,
It's not just for show.

How can I still love you,
When You hurt me,
Why can't I just,
Open my eyes and see?

Why when my heart is shattered,
Black and blue,
Do the peices, Still wish to belong to you?

I want to love you,
I honestly do,
I feel so right,
When I'm holding you.

I just don't know,
If you feel the same,
Sometimes I feel,
Played like a game.

Honestly.. I'll still be here,
Through it all,
Just waiting for you to call.