love story

her leg crossed over my body,
cuddlin very closely.
The atomsphere becoming colder
througout the winter night.
her beauty burns my sight
her skin so soft and bright.
i lay my head on her chest
waiting for the beat of life to pound
NOTHING
as i panic, i shake her unpleasently
but still no movement
" Janey!!! baby please wake up"
the silence in the air puts chills down my back
i grab her hand
pills gently fall onto the silk-like sheets
 tears begin to moist my skin
what possibly was buggin her so much
that she could not confide in me
did i not give her enough attention?
was my love so cruel?

my eyes circle the empty room
vodka sits lonely ontop of the night stand
the pills lay in my hand.