Stand In the Rain

Can I disappear?
I'm sick of feeling so much fear.

Can I be invisible?
What is the point in even being seen?
When all my emotions don't mean a thing.

So I'll just stand in the rain and I will sing.
My heart beats to the rhythm of the depressing music of the rain.

Waiting for that certain guy
To come and save me from my eternal night.

I don't understand why.
Why do I continue to fight?
I no immediate right to speak my mind.
It's a lie.
We teens, we have no rights.

So, I'll stand in the rain.
With my arms spread out wide.
Soaking in the purifying tears of angels.
Washing away all my fears.

But when the rain disappears.
So does my sense of freedom