Have you seen me?

I haven't been myself lately
I feel like Ive lost me
stepped out of myself, staring in
screaming at myself to wake up and live
but I'm just existing the best way I know how.
Days of the week have no meaning
Holidays no feeling
They just pass
and I'm fading
Hungry for something I cannot name
steadily breaking down
Where have I gone?
Have you seen me.
If you have shake me hard
slap my face
get through to em any which way you can
Life is passing and I feel dead to the world
Like if I cut popped the veins in my wrist open
I wouldn't feel thing
Id just Bleed out and If Im lucky
Id die slow
Give me time to reflect on life as I knew it
before I slip silently away.