Zion

I just cant seem to grasp the fact that your forever gone.
That you wont be able to bless the rest of the world with your smile.
And that your eyes wont be able to sparkle like they did when you were happy.
That no one else will be blessed by your beautiful spirit.
No one else will ever know what it was like to have you tell a story and see it all in your eyes.
No one will ever know what its like to look up to you.
No one else will ever feel that warm fuzzy feeling that can only be felt when something made you happy or made you smile.
No one will ever see how amazing you were.
And no one will ever be saved by you again.
See, you saved me once. And now that your gone someone will have to fill your shoes.
That will be me. I will save who you were meant to save.
I will make you proud of me.
I know you will look down on me and smile from the heavens.
I know that you are happy and filled with joy.
I can feel it.
But I just wish I could be with you.
I wish I could hug you and cry in your arms.
I wish I could say goodbye once more.
I just wish it wasnt to late.
I miss you.
Love, Your little forgotten sister.