bury me

i'm angry
because of my stupidity
I was taught that love
wasn't one of my abilities
i'm supposed to hate
kill people
and make them bleed
a pool around my feet
but I was caught up
and I slipped up
and said 143
my biggest mistake
it was like a robbery was made
my voice was stolen
I was possessed by some serpent
love is not one of my abilities
so how could I say that
i've brought shame on me
so bury me ten feet deep
alive