Dark places

 I feel so torn apart, I ask you to be my friend
you reject me in front of my face. You cannot love, you cannot care. If you can't take my hand and lead me to a better place, then you can't take anyone eleses hand and care for them. I used to dream, to think, to fantasize about the day you came into my life. I loved you from the start. I have always cared. But you just took my heart with your bear hands and ripped it to shreds. Now I sit and wither in pain. I plan, i imagine, what pain I can bring to you. My revenge will haunt, scare and eat you alive. Now you have lead me into a place that is dark, black and cold. I wish I could get out of this whole....and start over new