I don't want to hurt anymore.

Nothing seems to heal my mind.
It's all just lost once again.
I think until my eye balls are sitting out of my head.
The more of this world I see, the less I like.
Nothing can take my breath from me like you do
Kill your soul and leave me with your empty shell.
I'm waiting for you to start hating me again.
Your an evil angel it's time to put you to sleep forever.
I don't want you to harm me anymore.
Nothing is worse then being killed slowly.
Just close your eye's its just like sleeping.
But you see your never going to wake.
At least not to my face anymore.
I'm just trying to find the best place to aim my gun.
Should I aim it at your head and kill your last thoughts.
Or should I aim it at your heart and kill the only thing that beats.
No.
I know the best place to aim this gun I hold in my hand.
I should aim it at me.
While your laying there with your eye's closed.
Waiting for me to shoot you.
You feel nothing but hear a bang.
It's me.
I'm now dead.