The metronome of Love

I see a future
The open book of fate's in front of me
I still look behind
To my fading memories

Forward or back?
Where will the wheel stop?
Is she my future?
Am I still caught?

A trap love sprang on me
Leaving hooks in my heart
I thought I cut the lines
I clearly did not

Should I walk through this door
Let everything go?
I still feel lingering feelings
For a love I used to know