Shut the Fuck Up

I'm tired of listening
I'm tired of smiling
Can't you see my eyes glistening
Silence your words so beguiling

Can't you see that I hate you?
Can't you hear the vemon in my words?
My last strands of sanity are so few
They take flight as though they are startled birds

Shut up! Shut up!
I won't listen!
You I'll refuse to worship
I will not heed as you beckon

Your honeyed words will not take hold
I'll not hear your voice any longer.
I am not yours to be bought and sold
My resistance can only make me stronger.

Shut up! Go die!
I'm going to escape from here soon
Every syllable from your lips is a lie
And I swallowed each of them with a silver-painted spoon

I'm so ashamed
I want to die
Even though I'm yet untamed
I'm slowly breaking before your eyes

Shut up! Just shut up!
Shut up! Go die!
Shut up! Shut up!
Don't look at me with those eyes!

I hated you then and I hate you now
You're so cold to me
Shut the fuck up, and I'll forget how
You died too suddenly

By my scarred and bloody hands