Only go Deeper

Marks to little for the eyes
To see and behold on me.
Two little marks,
Of awe and wonder,
I can't believe I drew.

They don't show courage,
Weak willed little lines
That couldn't draw a scream
Past my tightly shut lips.

Cutting out only a little,
When I'd rather cut out a ton.

Pain did not exist,
It was slight and burning,
Wonderfully alight!
I'd wonder to go deeper.

Wanted in that moment,
With all my weak little might.

Now they sit and stare,
Watching me fall down.
What I wouldn't dare,
I'll dare again.

For they brought me down,
From such a high held load.
Anchoring me to this ground
Bringing reality to a hold,
All the same into my face.

Wonders of a little blade.
That can only go deeper.