nothing  to grasp

im soaring through the sky
as if everything is ok
i never noticed that what i had is gone
but i thought everything would be ok
you raced through my mind so fast i couldnt catch up
i fell down and i didnt pick myself back up
im a bloody mess
day in and day out
you see me blacked out
having nothing to say
you walk away
i didnt want this life
im fucked up as is
nothing is right anymore
the world is falling apart
as so am i
but i cant do anything
besides what am to say