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Not For You
I'm going to slit my wrists now
but not because of you.
I am not doing this because you
called me a slut or fake or a
barbie doll.
Too fat, too thin, anorexic and
bulemic. I am not doing this for
you.
I am going to hang myself, but I
am not tying the noose because of
you.
Not because of you calling me stupid,
worthless, a whore and slut.
No, I am not dying for you.
I am kicking the stool out from under
my feet as I swallow a bottle of Vikodine.
I'm not killing myself for you, no not
at all.
I'm killing myself because I'm sick of
the bullshit you spew.
but not because of you.
I am not doing this because you
called me a slut or fake or a
barbie doll.
Too fat, too thin, anorexic and
bulemic. I am not doing this for
you.
I am going to hang myself, but I
am not tying the noose because of
you.
Not because of you calling me stupid,
worthless, a whore and slut.
No, I am not dying for you.
I am kicking the stool out from under
my feet as I swallow a bottle of Vikodine.
I'm not killing myself for you, no not
at all.
I'm killing myself because I'm sick of
the bullshit you spew.
Published 30th Nov 2012
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30th Nov 2012 11:10pm
There's a lot of anger and hurt that bleeds through your words. Did you just get through a bad relationship?
1st Dec 2012 10:06am
Yeah, I did actually. That and the people you think care actually are a bunch of lying assholes.
1st Dec 2012 8:10pm
You'll be surprised when you actually see peoples true colors and real intentions. When I write, I feel as though I can vent all my sorrows and pain. It makes me feel a lot better. Keep up the good work!
1st Dec 2012 11:40pm
I rarely show emotion, if I can say that I have any at all really, so poetry tends to be the most emotional pieces you'll ever get from me.
Thanks.
Thanks.
5th Dec 2012 7:51am
Sounds contradictory. The last stanza atleast. If you kill yourself because of bullshit people say about you, to you, ect then in reality that's exactly why you did it. You might not do it for them, but you did it because of their influence. I like the piece though, just stating an opinion.
5th Dec 2012 3:18pm
The piece was meant to be contradictory, she's denying that she's hurting herself and killing herself because of what people say about her and to her, but in the end it's because she's sick of hearing it.
Thanks for the comment and insight.
Thanks for the comment and insight.
