silent calls from the spirit

drown me in this silence...
leave claustrophobia to strangle me...
till i feel no more meaningless emotions...
till i breathe no more of this poisonous air...

drink up the decadence of mortality...
lick a candle against my flesh and watch me squirm...
watch me scream like a child constantly tortured in hell...
do you enjoy what you're seeing through my eyes...

my alter ego kills what ever reality was...
engulfs those around me who don't care at all...
so use your words like a gun and try to erase me from your heart...
watch me burn alive in these flames like all my memories...

my ashes will reveal the end of a war...
between myself and my other self...
the glitches between reality and surreality...
see my scars reveal the hidden messages you created...

carve my name into the headstone of a fallen angel...
scatter my ashes over dying flowers around my grave...
leave me to fade away with the changing winds...
if you listen carefully you will still hear my screaming...


you ignore my spirit cries which silently haunts your mind...
killing you from the inside in the most painful ways...
oneday you'll die from the pain of a cursed heart...
i could spare your life but you deserve to die...