Getting rid of you

If I put a bullet through my brain
will it take away the memory of you sucking my head?

I'm pissed off while fucking my wife
all I can think about is your soft wet pussy

My shower has seen more cum then soap
while I've screamed your name out in pain

I cum at work, I cum in the truck
I cum at night on the couch I used to fuck you on

I need to find a bullet for my gun
because every surge of blood pumping reminds me of you

Every damn thing I do takes my thoughts to you
I hate you for being so naive for falling in love with me

I hate me for secretly loving you
fuck me, for ruining a year ago

All I wanted was to look into those eyes
to feel your nails brand me for life

I put the bullet in the gun and drive to the woods
and there you are, memories of the walks, the pussy and the trees

I never wanted this
but I've never wanted anyone like I want you

Fuck me