Only on the inside

Do you know what you did to me?
You hurt me so bad
I have scars on my wrists and
Bruises on my fists
Because of you
i fell into the darkest time
anyone has ever dreamt of
because of you
i hurt myself
and now ill float up above
what did i do wrong?
is it all my fault?
why did you do this to me?
you made me feel so used!
I begged you not to
With blood shot eyes
I begged you to stop
I pleaded and I cried
But that didn't stop you
And on the inside I died.