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The truth and lies
They taught me it was bad
Bad to bring the razor to my skin
Skin that was ruined by my hate
Hate that i have for myself
I blocked it all out and sliced
Slicing through already marred wrists
Wrists that have suffered my problems
Problems that have no solutions but to end
Ending the pain is all i hope
Hope, i learnt cannot be trusted
Trust is a lie, a simple word with a complex meaning
A meaning of sorrow and loss
So never trust and never hope
Maybe life would be toleralbe then
Bad to bring the razor to my skin
Skin that was ruined by my hate
Hate that i have for myself
I blocked it all out and sliced
Slicing through already marred wrists
Wrists that have suffered my problems
Problems that have no solutions but to end
Ending the pain is all i hope
Hope, i learnt cannot be trusted
Trust is a lie, a simple word with a complex meaning
A meaning of sorrow and loss
So never trust and never hope
Maybe life would be toleralbe then
Published 28th Nov 2012
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Anonymous
28th Nov 2012 11:03am
well done, love it!
29th Nov 2012 5:56am
Though I am sad to read about the pain and sadness you went through/go through I admire your writing, it is vey emotional and you say so much without having to write much at all. I really hope you find your brighter day! I know how it feels to hold so much hate inside for yourself, i am guilty of the same thing. Just remember all those things inside you that you hate hide all the things inside you that you could Love so much. when you write poems such as this one does it relieve any of that pain?
29th Nov 2012 6:07am
Thankyou!
When i write these poems they bring back memories, so no they do not really relieve any pain. They do, create a sense of understaning towards myself and feelings which in sense helps me anyway.
When i write these poems they bring back memories, so no they do not really relieve any pain. They do, create a sense of understaning towards myself and feelings which in sense helps me anyway.
29th Nov 2012 3:50pm
~***~ I remember my 1st. cutting as a tender child, I had a clean straight mind... meaning I was not under the influence of anything. The cutting wasn't planned, it just happened. I didn't understand it at the time, but as the years passed by surviving them all. . . It's not suicide I seek, but just an escape or release from the current emotional pain. The cutting seems to be my cure to cradle what I have endured in so many years. ~***~
2nd Dec 2012 6:09pm
