My life as it is.... (read at your own expense)

Hello everyone
Most of you know as
Vampirelover69
Everyone else knows me as
Kaitlyn Gilbert
Here's a poem type thing
To let you know more
It doesn't ryhme but
Hope you enjoy

Boyfriend:
Cheats on me every chance he gets
Is the love of my life
Is too far from to to get

Mr. Sexy:
Best friend whom I love
Too out of reach
Is the one of most amazing guys I have ever met

Vamp 01:
Only guy who really undestands me
Helps me anychance he can
I love him
He is my inspiration
And the only one keeping me here

Heart:
Broken,
Bruised,
Beaten,
Shattered,
Shaken,
Stabbed,
Stepped on,
Ripped out,
Thrown on the ground,
Killed,
Bleeding,
Unbeating,
Not enough years to repair,
Will never give away again...

Brother:
Hates me
Tells EVERYONE
He doesn’t know me

Sister:
My best friend
Lives too far away
Want’s to help
But can’t help

Mom:
Abusive

Dad:
Abusive

Devon:
Left me
After I was rapped
For the third time…..

Cousins:
All revolve around brother

Joey:
Best friend
Known as the koolaid man
Only one who accepts me fully
For what I am….
Wants to give me a chance
Can’t
Want him to take what was meant
For him….
Can’t it was already stolen

Adam:
First guy who raped me
Stole what is rightfully
Joey's.......

Marshall:
Brother's best friend
Used me and abuised me
only wants me now
He thinks I'll give him head

Friends:
Most are not home
I always should have known....

God:
(Okay this isn't rightfully mu\yline
But I love it so I am putting
It in here. He is my favorite
Person of all times.
Enjoy Mr. George Carlin)
Religion has actually convinced people
that there's an invisible man
-- living in the sky --
who watches everything you do,
every minute of every day.
And the invisible man has
a special list of ten things
he does not want you to do..
And if you do any
of these ten things,
he has a special place,
full of fire and smoke
and burning and torture
and anguish, where
he will send you to live
and suffer and burn
and choke and scream
and cry forever and ever
'til the end of time!
..But He loves you.

Hahahah He tells you how it really is.

That's my life
Take me if you will
If not....
Then Oh well....

Anyone whom
I did forget
This little poem
is for you:

The days grow dark
The nights bright
Hun you are are my
bright nights
yet my dark days
You keep me sane
You are not the one to blame
I see you know
And I say I am sorry for all I did to you
You are my love.
I love you
(You know who you are since you made me put you in here)

t(-.-t)