Secretly.

I'm about to lie.
Then my words get stuck in my wind-pip.
I'm ashamed.
Stuck in my words of pain.
I love how I can lie over and over again.
Have you ever loved someone beyond the reason why.
Tell them you'll be there forever.
Then you can't stand to hear their voice.
Watch them cry.
And secretly love every tear that hits the floor.
Look into my blood shot eye balls.
My eye's, they burn.
It's okay, I love it.
As I take my fist out of the dirt.
I just wish, I wasn't alone.
But I choose to be.
Those lies roll right off my tongue, like a water drop.
It's time to stand up.
I'm gonna do this for me, not you.
Deal with these lies as they come back around to get me, like a boomerang.
Spew my guts up till, my heart pops out of my mouth.
You can throw words of hate at me, like dirt in my eye's.
But you can't hurt me, no one can.
If only they could see me now.
No one can beat me now.
I'm stronger, keep bringing the weak upon me.
It just makes me stronger,faster, better.
To get to the other side.
They keep on calling my name.

They scream, Nik you'll be forever - (Nik-Forever)