Time of dying and bullshit lies.

Another bullshit promise.
"I wont cut again."
I just can't kick the shit!
As soon as the blade hits my eyes turn pitch till I see red again.

I'm shocked I'm not dead yet!
Every vein in my body split!
You really think I'm gonna quit?
How bout this...
You take all my blades and strap me down.
Ill find my way out.

You say ill go to hell
Well ill burn till my fuckin skin melts!
I've been held back, held down way too long
Every passion I possessed long gone.

Hell is in my head.
Each time I close my eyes tears are sure to be shed.
I can't take any of this
I could end this with bliss.
After all, its a cold gun I kiss.
I cannot break you anymore.
My promises just give you a high.
But, all in all their just bullshit.
Ill never kick this shit.

Each time a new lie
I've got a cat from hell.
Oh that one? I just fell.
Just look at my sides and all down my thighs.
Each another story I've yet to tell
Count em' up, there's over four hundred.
Who would of thought pain could be this sublime.

All my broken promises
Every lie
I can never hide from them.
You've seen every blood stain
You know that each one is not the same.
And yet you claim that I'm still sane?
Sanity, and atrocity all words of apocalyptic fate.
How much more of this can I take?
How many more times can I fake that I'm alright.
"Yes, everything is fine."
It'll be my last lie..
I can't kick this shit
I've fallen back into the abyss.
This is the end of all this.
This is the cold gun ill kiss.
And this is the sound of gat before I'm out.
ill leave you with just one goodbye.
A final lie.
Everythings alright.
But, its my time to die.