Who Am I?

I’m often asked
“Who am i?”
Well to answer your question, I’m me
I’m quirky
I’m smart, when it comes to certain things at least
I’m funny, or as I’m told
I’m a great friend; I can always cheer someone up
I’m trying to mend a broken heart, but I think I like someone
I’m self-conscious
I fall too hard to fast
I wish I never fell in love, with him
I wish I wasn’t as nice as I am
I think I’m fat, ugly, and worthless
I wish I was as beautiful as some girls
I like being different
I have depression, but I’m recovering
I have anxiety, I have since grade four
I used to cut, it was an addiction
I have OCD, sometimes
My mum left me at the age of three months and broke my dads heart, that I can never forgive her for
I have three beautiful half sisters
I’m losing all my friends
I wish I could say “I’m happy”
But I’m not, I don’t know if I ever will be
Honestly I’m going have to stop here, or I will never finish

Moral of the story it’s taken me a lot to get to where I am today. I can’t afford to go back.