my view on Christainity

I am a Christian but not like most view a christian as being I do not  have a religion because i believe that God did not teach one He taught a way of life. And I do not judge it is not my job I believe  Jesus to be the taught as well because Jesus was born into this earth he had to be taught how to speak to people and how to become known as the Son of the Living God. I do not push my views on anyone or try to control them in any way because of free will. I believe that he had also had to be taught how to preform miracles and have the strength given by His father to take on many different  demons and Satan himself. I have faith and i do try to keep it it is not easy. Because I have trust issues I have always believe that  the Lord works through people and in the most profound ways. I believe that no one is perfect we are human there for full of sin. I do not believe that if you are christian you are to listen to only christian music or write or read that way it should be of your choice. He accepts me for the way that I am however can change your destructive patterns. I try to understand the bible however some of the scripts are not easy to follow but i was reading the introduction on one of the bible that i was reading and it said that it was written by man this when i pray and ask is this true what i am reading for instance suffer not a witch to live this sounds like it was written in the days of Saelom and that would be a sign that man wrote it so i always have to ask is this an what man is saying or what God is saying if you look at the Ten Commandments it says thou shall not kill(murder)so this script makes no sense So this is why i have a hard time following the bible.