I Was Never Numb

I now feel the agonizing hollow
Heart ache. I thought I went numb
And that I didn't care.. Til I heard your voice.
I felt a tug of sorrow under my ribs,
I felt my throat ball up,
My blood turned to slush.
Tears fell, and I felt
The betrayel go through me
With destructive force.
I'm ready to fade,
I'm ready to burn out.
I don't want to feel a thing anymore.
I want to be truly numb.
Because feeling only brings
Suffering.