Inner Struggle

i admit i cant bust out rhymes
but im pretending its just fine
so i have a reason to let it out
and realize what im about

consider me emotionally damaged
im so tired from seeking myself im spiritually famished
just when im about to find the pieces to my puzzle
i find out i still have a long way to hustle
just know that one day ima be long gone
lone gone to a place where ill finally be one

wheres the answer?
whats the answer
i dont know will someone tell me
because i dont know

Every time i question my existence
i think about GOD's persistence
how i always ended up thinking about GOD
and im one step closer to to ascending from this damn fog