Who is to tell?

The storm is getting stronger and stronger..
Suffocating..
Getting so tired..
Withering away..
Not wanting to waste away..
Don't want the pain..
But with out it there is no gain..

To continue?
To quit?
Who is to tell?
I just want to scream and yell..
I got back up where I fell..
And now i go through hell..
Who's to say what's best for me?
Certainly not anyone who pushes me down further..
And further..
They wish to see me fail..
And continue this hell...