Dear mother of mine

A world filled with lies, hatred and guilt.
Always hiding under the quilt.
Do you care mother of mine?
When you dare not pick up the other line.
I am only a phone call away.
You know you can call night or day.
But I have not yet to hear from you.
I am wondering do you miss me, like I miss you?
Have you shed any tears?
Have you thought about me over the years?
You were to blind to see what you had.
Now I am happier living with my dad.
You have not been there to give me the lessons of life.
I Don't think you will even be here when I become a wife.
I have missed you over the years.
But nothing can make up for all of the lost tears.
I want you back in my life.
Just so I don't have to go through This pain and strife.
I have yet to find you again.
But I guess I'll have to deal with this until then.