The bitter brink

I don’t know what to do anymore
And I certainly don't know what to think
How can I really love anyone
With this hate dragging me down
And so much water running down the sink
I must surely be deluded
Flipping flippantly between such peace
And the bitter brink

I try grabbing onto safety ropes
But im simply grabbing spider webs
Finding an embrace
In hypodermic appendages
In a glassy
grated
edge