Eternal Sunrise (Exstacy)

Held close to my heart, I clutch the remains of what used to be.
Memories are all I have when fleeing a harsh reality.
I'm sorry I forgot to count the days, I've lost so much time...
It's hard for me to consciously stop a wandering mind.
Pretending that the pain is gone, my fascination breathes new life.
Fuck away the day that taunts me, come alive at night.
Electro-static noise pumps out adrenaline, comfort takes the hurts place.
The synth drills out the center, and is filled in by bass.
The night air convinces me, it's time to go to my comfort zone.
So with a handful of relief I move to my car; just me-alone.
Text you to say I'm coming, the beat flowing all around me.
Then I chew up one, and quickly swallow down three.
The sound from the stereo is growing intense; I can feel it inside.
Four hits are almost ready to explode, time to enjoy the ride.
"Let your heart go free!"
I know this was meant for me to hear.
To drive away all my fear.
To allow me to shed all that's wrong; right now, right here.
Poetic in a sense, I dive into the night.
I will ride these vibrations, To a trance-induced sunrise.........