One last time!

BLEED!
GRIEVE!
AND BE DECIEVED!
Forever on your own!
After this your forever alone!
All words carved on my headstone!

Abuse and addiction!
I'm no longer restricted.
Eyes open wide, you say I'm still blind!
Every lie,
Every coax.
Every stroke you lay apon skin
Just drags me down again!

Choke me out!
Leave me on the fuckin ground to bleed out!
After all you love me so..
You never wanted me to go.
So just hold me down one last time!
TELL ME AGAIN HOW MUCH YOU WANT ME TO FUCKING DIE!
TELL ME AGAIN YOU NEVER WANTED TO HURT ME THIS TIME!
After all, you promised this time would be the last..
And after all, I'm just too pretty in my pain.
But, all in all, all that remains is my self inflicted pain, and decomposing remains.

So break me fucking down!
I'm leaving this damned world anyhow!
Ill take the "sinners" way out..
Leave you with one last sting!
Fade out, before the blood has stopped pumping!
I'm braver now!
And I'm bringing myself six feet underground!

Just hold me down one last time
Tell me you love me then how you want me to die!
I've found my way out.
And you'll never hurt me again.