like an oceans tide

Ive got inky fingers    
And you blacken with the softest touch    
You suffocate as I sweetly smother    
Ripping in this ginger grip    
Abraised by my embrace    
I apologize and leave    
As I slowley start to slip    
   
Waxing and waning    
Chew it all right down to the bone      
Im not worth it anymore    
And ive never been at home    
With this mania    
Besotted basements    
And broken teary monologues    
Just chew it down to the fucking bone    
   
The deluded are impugned    
And the punitory relished    
Gasps of sweet red wet sweat  
Beads of self inflicted surface tension    
Tickel  
Tease me into life    
And gently rub away the ebbing gloom    
Livid    
I gather my things up  
Before I leave the room