I'm confused. (Ignore this)

"Are you Ok?"
A question you always ask..
A nod of my head,"Sure...I'm fine"
Even though my mind is screaming,pleading;
For you to see that I'm dying.
For you to see my pain once again.
Walking away you believe me.
Wanting to scream after you,
Tell you I really need someone to talk to.
I just wish you still cared.
I wish you would still check my arms,
Wish you still convinced me to eat
What happened to helping me?
Why can't you just talk to me?
Why would you let them take you away from me...
Let them convince you that I'm insane,and to ignore me.
It hurts walking past you,to see you turn your back on me.
I can't take it.
I miss my best friend..
You were once of the few guys I could trust.
Please come back and tell me I'm not Ok.