THE BLOODY RED SHEEP

The girl is sitting  
in her soft but messy bed.
Bed sheets crumpled,
pillows all over the room.  
 
It was color red.  
The color of war .
The color of blood.
The soft bed is her bed of nails.
Nails that are not of the same sizes.
 
So she feels pain.
The pain that gives
her sun-kissed skin
the color of red.
 
Her favorite color.
Alive. Alive.
But is giving away blood.
Blood that cannot be shared.
 
She knows sooner or later,  
She will die.
But that's what she wants.
To die and to be alive again.
To sleep and to wake up.
To be in control.
of what has been taken away
from her, her life.
 
She love them all.
She loves all the sheep in her flock.
Though they can't understand.
Why the black sheep is black.
 
Always the black sheep .
The sheep that walked astray.
The sheep who just wants to soar like an eagle.
and swim freely like the fish.
 
Her tears are flooding.
Noah's ark save this sheep.
This bloody red sheep.
Who is dirty black in their eyes.