I love you...

I go each day with a smile on my face,
teeth bared, hiding the pain.

I laugh, preteneding that im not dying
inside with every passing minute.

I pray that I dont dobt, I pray to have faith,
that our love is real and will keep us together.

I hate seeing, watching, enving other coulpes
as they walk by hand in hand,
bitting my lips to keep from crying,
wishing it were you and I.

My heart is breaking slowly, every beat it cracks.
Its hard to breath, I cant sleep;
going nights and nights tossing and turning dreaming of you.

I hate how much I love you
and your not here to hold, to kiss me to say "I love you"

I wonder...I hope you feel the same.