Alone

i have you
you, i can touch but not be touched
i can kiss but not be kissed
feel but not be felt
i thought once i didnt need anyone
but the aching feeling of being alone?
its growing and growing to unforseen heightsim trying to rediscover the bliss of loniless
not having to be hurt
building up my walls
in the end theyre just going to be torn down
again and again

ill put my feelings in a little box
dig a hole and bury it deep
so no one can hurt me
i just want happiness
like everyone else