Needing

My friend i miss you,
You were so good to me.
Blinded my eyes so that i could not see,
And smoked out all these blackend dreams.

Ive not seen you in over a month now,
Or its getting close.
The pain is starting to drag her talons,
Cutting my throat in silence.

You always knocked me off balance,
But gave me a slight creative talent.
You keep me in the shadows,
But the smoke has cleared and now i fear...