Recovering Again.....  

My life is a bunch of things, always surprising, never perfect even on a great day. The lessons I've learned and some I have not are like tests for me to take. I've changed in ways I'd never even consider a long time ago, not today. Mistakes and disaster lead you to places not worth the stay. Living then, in fear you'll never get away. My three children have guided me into a new mentality; a place that feels okay. Never perfectly allright, yet a brighter light that shines brighter with every good choice i make. Still human, learning and growing, I still have days that feel so grey. The inner peace inside, when all the calm is gone, becomes a helping hand guiding a way. Where am I going? An endless journey of uncertainty? And thats when I pray. And pray some more, and giving the appreciation for all I'm blessed with like the bed where I lay. I keep my head up, yet aknowledge my humility to keep me grounded facing another day.