As the rain falls

As the rain falls it reminds me of the tears I've shed
Of my mistakes of staying in the present and not looking ahead to those who would guide me and my heart
To help me work the seas and charts
But some how you still have hold of the strings
Pushing and pulling making them ring
By for all the wrong reasons now its changing seasons
From summer to winter my heart grows cold but you don't need to be told
You can see it in my eyes as I cry and wonder
When my rain will stop