jade

im fallin away.
ive broken through pain.
and now nothing remains.
but my feeling of jade.

im breaking out, breaking down.
im rising up, falling down.
im dancing with death.
im so manically depressed.

sense and reason are sensless.
bloody mary is my princess.
im OCD about darkness.
im braindead and thoughtless.
lets let the smoke rise.

im screaming my last breath.
im a victim of my lawlessness.
im gonna serenade before i confess.
im cursed before im blessed.
stop the beating in my chest,
and let me float away in jade