If only you knew

if only you knew what I'm going threw
you would've save your breath
with so much sorrow and anger you"ll know
why I gotten to a wreck, slowly
I no longer have the will to stand
still to the world  cause my sprite
weak, heart beating slow now I'm afraid  
to sleep, if only you knew how much
i crave for peace i rather be you then
being me, the joy in your smile makes
me curious is it a act or real?
like I'll ever know how feels
my negative energy is like a sheld
i can't be saved unless we trade shoes,
so don't say I can change if only you
knew.